A Promise to You

It’s time to admit that I haven’t truly been a blogger in any sense of the word. So here’s my promise to you, dear readers (if there’s any of you still out there): I’m going to make an attempt to blog at least 3 times a week starting tomorrow.

A little refresher on who I am and where my perspective is coming from: I’m a 2008 PGMT graduate of the University of Virginia’s Curry Ed. School. I’m entering into my 4th year of teaching, 3rd at my current school. My first year of teaching was at a now-defunct school in DC. While there, I taught special education to ninth grade boys. I am currently teaching at a special education private school in the DC suburbs. I’m taking on a lead-teacher position this year in a K-1 classroom and will be working with a fantastic assistant. I’m blessed to have a small student-teacher ratio, a supportive and creative administration, and involved parents. In many ways, though, I’m longing to get back into urban education. I anticipate this year to be one of deep reflection to see if I’ve built up enough solid skills to confidently jump back into teaching within the District and serving all of her children.

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Studentisms

It’s been awhile since I’ve posted, obviously. Here’s a little studentism to tie you over until I make time this weekend to catch up.

Student A: “Do you know who Darth Vader is?”
Student B: “Of course I do!”

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Studentism

Scene: Student is conferencing with my co-teacher as they review his research for the Social Studies heritage project.

Co-teacher: “Ok, so what is the capitol of Afghanistan?”

Student: “Kabul.”

Co-teacher: “Correct. What happens there?”

Student: “A lot of wars start there.”

Co-teacher: “Well, that might be true, but I think that’s also where the laws are made.”

Student: “No. My mom said the Taliban make bad laws. They are no good and I don’t think they’re in Kabul.”

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Studentisms…

Scene: Our class is on the playground playing their version of tag, referred to as, “Zombie Tag.”

Student A: “I tagged you! The Doctor is now a Zombie.”

Student B (not participating in the game, but wandering the playground watching the game unfold): “Attention! This is going on the 6 o’clock news! Attention! Doctor turned into Zombie!”

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Scene: We’re discussing Passports and their purpose. My co-teacher shares his old passport with the class.

Student A: “Oh my gosh, teacher! You look like you’re gonna rob a bank with that hair! It’s like killer-bank-robber hair!”

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A little teacherism too….

Scene: Co-teacher and I are observing our students as they play on the playground.

Co-teacher: “Well, I think some emo kid got lucky last night?”

Myself: “WHAT!?”

Co-teacher: “Well, I found this (holds up a used condom wrapper) and saw this (leans into the play structure and reads the graffiti written there) ‘The darkness is my light. I shine in the darkness and become one with the light. The darkness is all loving.’ “

Myself: “Nice.”

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Dear Former Student…

Dear Former Student-

First and foremost, I’m proud of you. You’re really making an effort this year to push yourself to succeed and are clearly much more responsible than last year. Having said that, please, please, please do not call me anymore at 3:00 in the morning if it really isn’t a true emergency. Not everyone is up watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force at that hour of the night. Also, when you leave me a voice mail asking me to call you back ASAP, you have to remember to leave a phone number– you’re always calling from a blocked number.

Another little piece of advice: When your teacher, now tutor, asks you for the name of the library where you’ll be meeting to tutor, you really should figure out the name of the place. I drove around SE for 30 minutes hitting up every library I came across on Friday. You probably already know this, seeing as I called your mom that evening and she wasn’t too happy. See you on Tuesday!

Thanks,

Teacher

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Make It Work

There are only nine students in my class. I realize many, many teachers would find that number enviable. To make matters even better, I have a full-time co-teacher. As you’ve probably already figured out, that leaves us with about a 1-4 teacher-student ratio. Not bad. That number is misleading, though. Within this group of nine students is a very wide range of abilities. This complicates things, but I’m in no means complaining. In direct contrast, actually, I thrive on this huge discrepancy in skills.

Having said that, we have a student in our class who, despite his age of eight, functions at about the level of a six year-old. He has difficulty following one to two-step directions. Often times you must call his name 3-5 times before he recognizes you’re trying to get his attention. He use the bathroom as an avoidance task during classwork time. He loves superheros to the point of believing he will grow up to be Venom. He’s a very loveable, kind, sweet boy, yet he’s struggling to keep up with the rest of the class behaviorally and meet our classroom expectations.

On top of his immaturity, his parents are overly protective with mom being a self-described “worrier.” Both Mom and Dad are highly involved and care deeply about their son. They’ve attended BTS, PTC, e-mail us daily, as well as stopping us on the playground during dismissal. At first, their concerns appeared to be valid. They were confused with how our interactive homework binders worked as well as the classroom expectations. My co-teacher and I, along with our Reading Specialist and Principal explained these to Mom and Dad, hoping we had put them at ease and clarified any miscommunications. Unfortunately, this doesn’t appear to be the case.

From the beginning, Mom and Dad have made it evident that their greatest concern with their son was his reading development. Diagnosed as having Dyslexia, this student struggles with many of the reading skills associated with Dyslexia— writing and reading letters backwards is his most obvious difficulty. At our school, we use the Orton-Gillingham approach to reading. This approach has been proven to be the premier approach to teaching children diagnosed with Dyslexia to read. It’s a multi-sensory approach to reading that, “utilizes phonetics and emphasizes visual, auditory and kinesthetic learning styles. Instruction begins by focusing on the structure of language and gradually moves towards reading. The program provides students with immediate feedback and a predictable sequence that integrates reading, writing, and spelling.” It’s systematic and sequential. It should benefit this student immensely if I implement it correctly

I wasn’t trained explicitly in the Orton-Gillingham approach to reading development, but was trained in the pedagogy of reading and all of the aspects of reading development that are utilized in the Orton-Gillingham approach. The reading group I teach is the lowest in the school. I have four students, including this little boy, who are all beginning with the basics. Despite having never utilized the Orton-Gillingham approach exclusively, I am becoming more and more confident in my reading instruction as each week passes. Unfortunately, Mom and Dad don’t agree. They’ve communicated with us the fact that they believe the reading instruction their son is receiving isn’t adequate and that the homework assignments given are too confusing and difficult. I’ve taken their criticism in stride and have made as many of the modifications and adaptations they’ve requested. I’m starting to feel frustrated, though. I can’t figure out if I’m really not implementing the program effectively or if they’re just searching for problems.

I run my 60 minute reading groups as follows:

  1. Review previous nights homework. 
  2. Elkonin Boxes… decoding (blending and segmenting words based on the sound we’re working on that week)
  3. Fluency drill. Students each read a different phonics decodable book for the week. The book typically is based around the sound we’re working on that week. Students are given 4 fluency assessments to see if their fluency increases throughout the week.
  4. Sight words game/activity using the Dolch list.
  5. Comprehension activity/game. This includes teaching the students a comprehension strategy. Currently we’re working on visualization and “putting a movie in your head when you read.”
  6. Preview homework for that night.

I incorporate as many multi-sensory aspects into the hour as I can. It appears to be going well, but Mom and Dad just aren’t happy. They’re particularly frustrated by my interactive reading binder that goes home nightly. The binder is organized with laminated, labeled (words and pictures), colored cardstock. There’s a section for Reading HW, Spelling HW, Elkonin Boxes, Fluency drills, comprehension strategies, spelling tests, and reading rules. All the parents have to do is turn to the Reading and Spelling HW sections nightly and reading the assignment sheet that lists the assignments for the week. I’m attaching the Reading HW agenda page for 10-26 for your viewing. Each day of the week is highlighted a specific color, with the assignments for each day behind the agenda page in order and labeled/colored. All directions are basic enough for the students to understand.

I’m in HUGE need of advice as to how I can better pacify these parents and meet their needs. The Reading Specialist will be observing me on Monday to give me some feedback. My co-teacher has looked over my interactive binder and finds it to be completely acceptable, understandable, and organized. I’m at a loss as to how I can better tweak this system. Any and all thoughts would be greatly appreciated.

10-26

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Beyond Words

I literally don’t have the words to express my feelings towards this situation. I have to process further before I can truly share my honest thoughts: http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/dn/latestnews/stories/101809dnentstabbing.3ffc24c.html

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Studentisms…

A student is attempting to zip his coat.

Myself: “Be careful when you zip that. Look up or you’re going to zip your chin, which hurts.”

Student A: “I got it. I got it.”

Student B: “Oh, oh! One time my dad did that to his (points to genitals). He said it hurt real bad!!”

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Studentisms…

The class is playing a game of charades where they try and determine the “community helper” being acted out by a classmate……

Student: “Ohhh!!! I know! It’s a hooker!”

Co-teacher: “A what?!”

Student: “You know, a hooker! The person who cooks all of the food at the restaurant. Like at Einstein Bagel.”

Myself: “You mean a chef. Gotcha!”

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My co-teacher and I are leading the class as they work through a word problem.

Co-teacher: “What do you think “ft.” means in that problem?

Student: “It probably means a bad word. My dad always says “Eff that” and my mom tells him not to say that in front of my brother and I.”

Co-teacher: “Good attempt, but remember we’re talking about measurement here. Think meters, yards, feet. Things like that.”

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Brief Update

This is exactly what I told myself I’d avoid…. getting lost in the school year and not reflecting. This year, though, I’ve been lost in such a drastically different manner.

I look back at last year this time and remember spending hours crying and worrying about how I would ever make it to the end of the year. I was totally over my head. My students were threatening me and testing all of my teaching skills and patience. I had no support administratively and was starting to feel very leery about the decisions that were being made at my school.

As a recent sub described it to me last week, “You’re totally in Disney World, aren’t you?” I absolutely LOVE my new school. I’m teaching the grade-level I love. My co-teacher is incredibly smart, helpful, and so kind. The administration is also unbelievably supportive and once again so smart. I love being challenged intellectually by the parents, kids, and my co-workers. It’s just such a wonderful environment to work in. I could gush for hours. Putting it simply, I get to work and the next time I look at my watch, it’s time to go home. It feels great to love my job finally.

What I’ve been up to….

  • Listening to parental criticism regarding my interactive reading binders. I spent the weekend tweaking the binders to make them more user-friendly for both my students and their parents. I’m looking forward to the input.
  • Scratching my brain as to how my co-teacher and I can teach our “primary” (kids just out of Kindergarten/first grade) students how to follow directions and classroom routines. All three of them are in their own worlds and really act as if they’ve never been in school before, despite attending this school last year.
  • Completing my first Back-to-School Night, alone as my co-teacher was out for a family emergency. Amazingly 6 out of 9 students were represented by their parents. My record last year: 0/20.
  • Creating Smart Board activities to teacher my students about the continents and oceans, as well as what it means to be a global citizen.
  • Taking two of my former students out to buy shoes and winter coats for their birthday. The boys loved it, as did I. Unfortunately one of the students was robbed at gun point a week later, having his new shoes and winter coat stolen. My heart breaks for him as those were the only gifts he’d received for his birthday.
  • Watching the documentary that was made of the trip some of my former students took during the summer.

I’m constantly comparing this year to last year and I know I shouldn’t. It’s like comparing two children. It’s just not fair to either experience. Either way, I continue to compare this year against last. I’m finding that I absolutely adore my job and students, yet I continue to mourn the loss of my former students. Despite the agony and anxiety they put me through last year, I fell hard for them. I may be teaching in the suburbs now, but a huge piece of my heart will forever reside in DC. Someday I hope to go back.

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